دوشنبه،19 مه 2009

وان نفسي كه بي خودي ، مه به كنار آيدت

دلا نزد کسی بنشین که او از دل خبر دارد
بزیر آن درختی رو که او گلهای تر دارد

جمعه، 2 مه 2009

I love my family so much
and i want it back
i want all the old days
and i want my new days too
i want my sister back
it's been a long time
and it's been so painfull
Oh God, u know how bad i want this
u know, and i know it too that i'll miss my new days, my new memories, my oldest sister and her little boy
her lovely boy
he's my boy too
and i'll miss him so much
i'll miss his days
his sweet and inocent days
but i want this so bad
i'm crying out from all my heart
and i know that i want it
and i want u to want it for me too
Please God, help me with this
help me do this
help me go through this step successfully
help me be with her
u know how much she means to me
u know she's all i got
and i don't know what else to do
I know i asked so much from u
I know i asked so much and u helped me a looooootttttttt
but i have to ask one more time
I have to beg
cause if i don't, i will regret this
i'll regret these days
So, Please
Please
Please
Please
Please

just help me
I don't want to say do what it's best for me
I want to say do what i want this time, even if it's not best for me
i'll deal with the consequences

پنجشنبه،17 آوریل 2009

Cheaters tip

 

If you eat something and no one sees you eat it, it has no calories

If you drink a diet soda with a candy bar, the calories in the candy bar are cancelled out by the diet soda

Food used for medicinal purposes NEVER count, such as hot chocolate, brandy, toast and Sara Lee Cheesecake

Movie related foods (Milk Duds, Buttered Popcorn, Junior Mints, Red Hots, Tootsie Rolls, etc.) do not have additional calories because they are part of the entertainment package and not part of one's personal fuel

Things licked off knives and spoons have no calories if you are in the process of preparing something. Examples are peanut butter on a knife making a sandwich and ice cream on a spoon making a sundae

Foods that have the same color have the same number of calories .Examples are: spinach and pistachio ice cream; mushrooms and white chocolate. NOTE: Chocolate is a universal color and may be substituted for any other food color


Foods that are frozen have no calories because calories are units of heat Examples are ice cream, frozen pies, and Popsicles



 


شنبه،12 آوریل 2009

I'm Lost

سه‌شنبه، 8 آوریل 2009

Am I making the right decision
Am I really making any decision

ذهنم پره
نگرانم
شاید اگه همه چی راحت درست می شد مطمئن می شدم که دارم درست انتخاب می کنم
اما حالا چی ؟
شک و دو دلی همه ی وجودم رو گرفته
می ترسم
هر روز صبح بیدار نشده تند تند ایمیل هایم را چک می کنم
پیش خودم میگم تو که انتخابت رو کردی منتظر چی هستی دیگه ؟
و خودم هم نمی دونم که هنوز منتظر چی هستم ؟

دلم آشوبه
خدایا
کاشکی معنی تصمیم هات رو می فهمیدم
کاشکی معنی نشونه هات رو می فهمیدم

شنبه، 5 آوریل 2009

می ترسم

از اینکه خاطره های جدید درست کنم

یکشنبه،16 مارس 2009

How can you love what you can't even see

شنبه، 8 مارس 2009

خونه تکونی

دارم اتاقم رو تمیز می کنم
نمی دونم با خاطراتم چیکار کنم
شاید هم رو بذارم توی یه جعبه
و اگه از اینجا رفتم
درش رو ببندم و بذارم ته انباری
در هر حال
im moving on
و قبلش دلم می خواد همه چی رو یه بار مرور کنم
فکر می کنی وقت می کنم تا قبل از عید همه ی این 22 سال رو مرور کنم ؟

چهارشنبه،26 فوریه 2009

2

when you get accustomed to people or places or ways of living, and then have them snatched away, it does leave an awfully, gnawing sort of sensation

Daddy long legs, Jean webster
 

یکشنبه،23 فوریه 2009

1

I've discovered the true secret of happiness, Daddy, and that is to live in the now. Not to be for ever regretting the past, or anticipating the future; but to get the most that you can out of this very instant. I'm going to enjoy every second, and I'm going to KNOW I'm enjoying it while I'm enjoying it. Most people don't live; they just race. They are trying to reach some goal far away on the horizon, and in the heat of the going they get so breathless and panting that they lose all sight of the beautiful, tranquil country they are passing through; and then the first thing they know, they are old and worn out, and it doesn't make any difference whether they've reached the goal or not
 

 

 Daddy Long Legs, Jean Webster